Sunday, May 01, 2005

solo falta un detalle

Anoche no había caso de poder dormir.
Estuve mucho rato en internet, hasta las 4 practicamente, como hacía rato no lo hacía; y no había forma de que el sueño entrara en mi cabeza.
He dormido poco, 5 horas como mucho, pero de sueño... ya lo tuve.
El psicologo le ha hecho bien a mi madre. Claro que tuve que esperar las 2 horas que estuvo ahí adentro conversando con el, pero estos avances valen la pena de todas formas, es bueno ver que se recupera, siempre es bueno; aunque haya estado a punto de quedarme dormida, con calor y cansancio.
Este dia fue una excepción a la regla del fin de semana. Lo pasé bien.
Nos fuimos al gatsby en patota: mi mamá, mi tía, mis primos (gustavo, matias) y yo. Leseamos hasta que nos dieron puntadas y después seguimos leseando en la casa.
Lo gracioso es que mi primo más chico de 8 años pudo comer más que todos nosotros.. no sé como le cabe tanta comida.
Hay alguien en particular que se acuerda de mí con una cancion de the beatles. Me pregunto siempre cual será la concepción que tiene de mi, y porque le da pena. A mi escuchar la canción me da pena... Siempre me he preguntado que hay más allá de lo enfermizo... cual es la cosa que cambia, que es lo que se piensa... por qué....
la cancion es esta:

the beatles - she's leaving home

Wednesday morning at five o'clock as the day begings
Silently closing her bedroom door
Leaving the note that she hoped would say more
She goes downstairs to the kitchen clutching her hankerchief
Quietly turing the backdoor key
Stepping outside she is free.
She (We gave her most of our lives)
is leaving (Sacraficed most of our lives)
home (We gave her everything money could buy)
She's leaving home after living alone
For so many years. Bye, bye
Father snores as his wife gets into her dressing gown
Picks up the letter that's lying there
Standing alone at the top of the stairs
She breaks down and cries to her husband
Daddy our baby's gone.
Why would she treat us so thoughtlessly
How could she do this to me.
She (We never though of ourselves)
Is leaving (Never a thought for ourselves)
home (We struggled hard all our lives to get by)
She's leaving home after living alone
For so many years. Bye, bye
Friday morning at nine o'clock she is far away
Waiting to keep the appointment she made
Meeting a man from the motor trade.
She What did we do that was wrong
Is having We didn't know it was wrong
Fun Fun is the one thing that money can't buy
Something inside that was always denied
For so many years. Bye, Bye
She's leaving home bye bye

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